Summer 09

Summer 2009 is the last summer that I will have as a highschool student, and looking back on it.. it was pretty shit for lack of a better term. Though most of my summer was uneventful, it did have its up's and here are some to just list a few:

1.Last Day of School. This is the day the kicked off this oh soo uneventful summer, but then again I shouldnt complian. I would take lounging around the house doing nothing all day over being stuck at school in a classroom ANYDAY!

2. Sleeping in. Ohh how I miss sleeping in. This is definetly one perk that I'm gunna miss out on:(

3. My b-day. The big 17 is what i turned this year. Thought it would be excting..really wasn't. It is true, as you get older your birthday becomes less and less eventful and exciting. I guess I just like the fact that I'm almost a legal adult and can actually do "things".

4. The crappy weather. I know, your probaly wondering as to why this is one my list, but to be completly honest its going to be something I won't forget. My last summer of highschool wasspent mostly indoors because of the rain. Damn you mother nature !

5. Soccer. Never can I get tired of soccer! It's the one thing that helped me stay sane these 2 months and actually got me out of the house.

6. Hanging out. Spending time with my friends and my boyfriend whom I love dearly was pretty fun. Though its nothing new, it was nice to do some catching up and just hangout.

7.Justin Bieber. Yep got to meet him this August, but no biggy ;)

8.*JONAS BROTHERS.* DEFINETLY the best thing that happened to me this summer, the thing in which I waited for, months, days, hours, minutes and seconds for. Got to go to thier world tour and unexpectedly found myself situated 3 rows.. YES I said 3 ROWS.. away from them at Much Music. Can you say speechless. Not only was this the highlight of my summer, but it was the highlight of my life (well so far )

..and 9 & 10, haven't come to any conclusion yet, after 8 its kinda hard to top it off.

Overall, this summer was dull, plain, boring, exciting, fun, and perfect all at the same time. Hard to explain how, but it just was. But as this summer comes to a close and with the school yeat resuming, I've come to realize that a lot changes. People, friendships, relationships. In a sense you mature, realize what it is you want in life, or what you need to do to make the best of it. Not everything is going to stay the same, and not everything is going to workout for you. You start to build your own path aswell as other people. Sometimes you drift apart, sometimes you stay close. Either way I've learned to accept that things change and sometimes we might not agree with you, but what can you do right. So I guess my #9. could be new begininngs, because I know that with my last year of school slowly approaching thats exactly what is ahead of me. A new begininning.

Goodbye Summer 2009

Love Is An Allusion

I never knew what love was.
I never knew what it felt like to love someone, for them to love you.
I never knew how it felt to have those uncontrollable butterflies in your stomach, those uncontrollable thoughts of that special person who was more than a crushand because I never knew any of those things I never knew what a broken heart felt like either.
But now I do.
I know what love is.
I know what its like to love someone, and for them to love you.
I know how it feels to have those uncontrollable butterflies in your stomach, those uncontrollable thoughts of that special person who is more than a crushand because I know how these things feel,
I now know what a broken heart feels like.

What is a Blogaholic ?

Definition: One who is addicted to blogging and reading other blogs

You know you're addicted to blogging when:
- You become frustrated because you can not think of anything good to blog about
- You have to take a break from blogging
- Something interesting happens, your friend tells you, " you should blog about that!"
-You update your blog almost everyday

...I'm Brittany, and I'm a Blogaholic

Just a Little Lesson

There is no guide or book in the world that can tell you how to love. Just follow your heart.

The Jonas Brothers. The name alone sends shivers up and down my spine, my head spins, my heart flutters and I get the uncontrollable urge to just scream, but instead I sigh with the great satisfaction in knowing how amazing these boys really are (ok I lied, I scream too lol ). They are TRULY a gift from God.
3 years. That is approx. how long I've been head over heels in love with them, and let me tell you, its not ending ANYTIME soon. Adults say this is a faze, teens say I'm crazy, but to be honest there is no one, and i repeat NO ONE in this world who is a bigger fan then me and my bestfriend Victoria. We know and own EVERYSINGLE song, we know EVERYSINGLE word, and we eat, sleep, drink, listen, watch, talk etc. about them EVERYSINGLE day. There is not one thing that we can't find that doesn't realte to them, and it may sound creepy but really its not. Dedication is what we call it. To me there is no one better in this world, they are the greatest group alive and make my heart melt with every note, and word they utter. In my books, there is NO such thing as getting sick or tired of them, if anything they make my day brighter and better. I CAN'T, DON'T and will NOT ever understand those people who sit there, bash on them, and say they suck! It really does baffle me cause honestly there is not one thing in this world that I can say bad about them, or find bad about them. They are such great guys, everything they do is just for the pure enjoyment of writing and performing their own music for thier fans. They're not in it for the money or the fame, there doing it because its something they LOVE to do. No matter what people say, no matter how much they hate, I will and ALWAYS will love and support Kevin, Nick and Joe Jonas. Someday, and someday soon, my life goal is to meet them and I hope and pray that I do!

Blogging

Welcome. Welcome me to the wonderful, confusing, time consuming, articulate world of blogging. Never thought something so simple as writing down what is on your mind would be oh so baffling. 

Catch Me

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And dont let go
But tonight i could fall to soon into this beautiful moonlight

But your so hypnotising
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me similing in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
l'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But your so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
Your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me